0003 - may152007

i declare today a non-lamentation day.

ei..'think i've done that every single day over the past hell-week now.
guess i wasn't quite successful. proof? hmm... i can barely open my eyes for a week, aside from my conjunctivitis which is way past its supposed healing period.

i have to congratulate my tearglands and all of its nerve-accomplices for continuously doing a great job..amidst the tired me. wish someday they would fail.. and i wish that someday would be soon...

i also would like to commend my hypothalamus..hehe if it wasn't for them.. i wouldn't be name-called emotionally unstable!

anyway..do you have any medical or even parasitological term for hurt? just holler if you do.. i'll be so glad to add 'em to my vocabulary. oh yeah before i forget..i need some saving soon...